Rabu, 25 Juli 2012

this is my secreat

Actually , i always compare me with other girls outside who luckier than me. And sometime i focus on my less and ignored my ability. I see them more beautiful, more smart, more lucky because they have complete family and they happy either, have a good boyfriend relationship, have many best friends and many things that i haven't. 

that all make me down, and you know I stress, depressed on my lacked. Until i lost many good chance to get my dreams. My boyfriend also want me to be perfect in their eyes. And I love him so much 'til I will do anything to make him proud to me, yeah like what I said before, I too focus on my lacked and ignored my ability, just cause wanna make someone who I love proud to me, that's so sad. 

but now, I realize, I shouldn't compare my self with other girls, because will always there a girl who more beautiful and success than me. And don't focus on my lacked and forget about what i have, my ability of course.